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It's so distressing. Paul has updated and deleted EVERYTHING. Ah well. There is no proof any of that happened... which I guess was exactly why I made this blog. Here are Paul's updates.

Oh man... That was hard...
Okay, readers of this Xanga, I should be back to normal and be myself again now that this crap is over. I'd like to apologize for some of those outbursts on our members. I was very nervous and pissed, and I was pissed because I was nervous. There's no excuse. I realize that.
Telling Lizzi about this thing with Jessie was hard. I didn't know how I was going to approach it. I'm glad she said something before I did because I would have hated ruining her day. I'm really glad she was pissed at me. And for the first time I realized why the Bible does not condemn anger, but it does condemn sinning in one's anger. (That being said, I haven't been setting a really good example, now have I? Please don't look to me for examples of Christianity because I'm just a kid, okay? I'm not mature enough. Don't look to me for stuff like that.) Yeah, and telling of someone who I had once said had been "like a sister to me" was hard. I was so nervous because I thought that maybe Lizzi would like leave me or something. I don't know...
Anyone who wants to contact me again should e-mail me. I only ask that you don't bring me into any of your drama, so NO SUICIDE THREATS OR INSULTING YOURSELF!!! (Yeah, that's manipulation if you wanted to know. Do it and I'll change the subject.) Also, don't bring up your anger at any other person, don't say things about anyone else (including Jessica), and please don't bring up Jessica in the conversation whatsoever, okay? Oh, and as for you, Caitlin, I don't remember your e-mail, so e-mail me and we'll talk about it on MSN messenger. I believe everything that Lizzi says, but I keep forgetting that she's not always right (although she usually is).
Well, we'll be back to normal posts on this Xanga!!! If only you'd post like that when I had a normal post! TWENTY-SEVEN COMMENTS!!! That was good.

Entry 2:

I'm really happy, but I'm aslo kind of scared.
Lizzi's too forgiving.
I can only ask her, but even then, how can I pursue something like this? There's absolutely no way I can do what I need to do. I don't know if Jess will ever change, but is what she did worth not talking to her ever again? Should she just leave and never find out if she will? Even as I ask these questions, I know the answer is yes. Dear God, I hope I'm making the right decision.
I just hit a blank on what I was going to post. Here's my final post on this crap. I want you to know that had this not been about Lizzi, I would have been content with a few e-mails or maybe one post on this Xanga assuming I left Jess at all.
But Jess, if you do anything else to hurt her, I will hurt you in the most extreme way possible that I can legally do from the United States of America. Alright?
Lizzi trusts me more than anyone. That puts me in a position that I'm very much afraid of, but at the same time, it makes me happier than I've ever felt before. (may I add, Lizzi has told me she would always choose me over a guy. That makes paul a liar now, does it?)

So now we wait. What will Lizzi say?

Welcome back Paul.
Yes Paul is back - and has delted previous entries and comments. However, there is still record of them here, which was exactly my intention! Anyway yes here are the updates.

Paul:
ROFLMAO"R U SERIOUS???
Omg i think u need to get over urself!!!!!! Yes fake because u didn't want to talk to us.
U deserve all u get now. U could of changed what happened but u didn't so IT'S UR FAULT. yes ur fault.
and cheryl is calling someone bisexual bullying. and just one question how can u call someone bi and a lesbian in the same paragraph....is that not lying???? or is it just u!!!!
Rachael."
Bullying? ROFLMAO! You haven't seen anything yet.
=) I'd like to remind you all that I DO NOT believe that Jessica is either bisexual or a lesbian, but I was very happy that SOMEBODY caught on. Kudos to you, Rachael, but you will eventually eat those words. If you think THAT'S bullying, then I haven't been anything short of bullied since I annoyed you the first time. There is a fine line between standing up for your friends and blowing things way out of proportion. Make you sure you get the facts straight and make sure that your friend isn't lying to you before you do anything. Or it can lead to another incident like my hate for Cheryl. Okay? Thanks. =)
Jess, you are an arrogant, self-centered, SELFISH, haughty, moronic, SELFISH, ugly, prideful, SELFISH, puffed-up, narcissistic, SELFISH, idiotic, boastful cur! Oh, and did I mention the fact that you were selfish? (Yeah, we're taking it one step further. The word "bitch" seemed a bit over-used, and it wasn't strong enough for the situation.)

AND I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I DO NOT SUPPORT EITHER SIDE!
I am not for Cheryl. I am not for Ruth. I am against Rachael A. I am not for Rachael B. I am for David, but I cannot support his friendship with Jessica. I am against Jessica. I am against Josie. I am against Caitlin. (Lizzi convinced me, not Cheryl.) I will not get involved in this cat-fight. I am not here to babysit imbecilic girls that choose to use my Xanga to fight with each other. Stop fighting with each other.
If either Ruth or Rachael A. use that kind of language on this Xanga again, they will be blocked. Thank you. (This is my Xanga, btw, so I can ban any of you for any reason I feel like. Oh, and as far as bullying goes, even it is against Australian federal law (exaggeration) you can do nothing about it. I live in the US. I am not bound to your rules. When this crap is over, I am deleting all comments to do with this.
"Oh, you weren't fighting me, though. Ignore Cheryl and Ruth. I do not approve of what they are doing. This is between Jess and me. (And now thanks to your conduct, Rachael A., it's against you too. You really don't understand. Don't even try to. I should have never posted that suicide thing on there because I can't tell anyone what happened. Only Jess, Lizzi, and I know.)
But I do want to tell you something. If any of you are wondering, I have nothing against you. Okay? So guys, please stop this, okay? That last post was the last one about Jessica. It's my only way of communicating with her. I would have rather e-mailed her, but she would have deleted the e-mails before reading. I will delete those posts after about three days, okay? This will be over soon. You're hating me because I hate someone in your group. I DID NOT BEFRIEND YOUR GROUP! I CANNOT SAY THAT ENOUGH! I CHOOSE MY FRIENDS! I AM NOT SO PATHETIC THAT I NEED TO JOIN A GROUP TO PRETEND I HAVE FRIENDS! Sorry, guys, I've wanted to say that for a long time.
Yeah, and David, it's not a concern. I WILL NOT hurt Lizzi. Well, that's that."
That's just in case David deleted it.
Jess, it's fine if you are jealous of her. That's your problem. But when you start to try to destroy a relationship for "retribution" on someone who everyone knows is significantly better than you, then I cannot guarantee that I will not tell Lizzi. Alright?
I reiterate, BRING IT ON, BITCH!
If you don't see me on this Xanga anymore, I'll be in a severe depression. I don't know what will happen. =(
Wish me luck.
Oh, and btw, I have to agree with you. Lizzi is too good for me. Peace out, Paul.

And here come the comments (doo doo doo doo)

Rachael A:

hey paul welcome back!
ok maybe not but anyway i had to start with something nice...well atleast half nice!
moving right along!
u clearly stated that the last blog u made that was about jess and yet u can write a whole paragraph on the names u like to use. how does that work???
yes paul i am trying to stop with the language but it's really hard when u can see how stuck up someone is and yet u can't seem to show them! just something to try and get it through to u...... But when you start to try to destroy a relationship for "retribution" on someone who everyone knows is significantly better than you!
is that not selfish.....and even u r talking about lizzi U DON'T REALLY KNOW HER! yes u have talked over the internet, for all u know she is 30 with 2 children and a criminal record (which she's not)
May i add that cheryl said the bit about bullying but i was just....as cheryl would say "Defending myself"
later.....maybe lizzi is good for u! if she won't talk to jess over some guy she has never met good on her! and yes bitch was over used!
Rachael

Caitlin:
what have i ever done to you paul?
i have never sworn at you, i talked to you on msn - never meanly - and i never bad mouthed you.
so why, why are you against me?
caitlin (very good point, may i add)

Ruth (it was inevitable, you have to admit):
Sorry Paul I do have a pretty bad potty-mouth. My excuse is I am "brutally honest" according to a couple of FREINDS of mine, not Cheryl, although she is my friend.I agree. Why against Caitlin, she's never mean to anyone and I REALLY can't see her mouthing off at you."Either side" there are to many sides to say either.What Cheryl and I had to say had nothing to do with your point, yes. But it should not be ignored. Jessie HURT me, and I don’t know about Cheryl but it seems that she has hurt a lot of people.Yeah the lesbian thing was something Jessie was saying to people after we had a huge fight. She was saying that she was in love with me and that she realized that I was making her all depressed and making her life bad, so she thought that she didn’t want to know me anymore. I have no idea whether she was making it up or not, but like I said she was either lying about being a bisexual OR lying when she went back and started telling people she WASN'T either way she is just a liar to me.Yeah sorry PaulDon’t get too depressed, your one of the very few who have realized the truth about a certain manipulative person, (trying to control the language!!), and that is a very unique and special trait.
:D
roo

I wonder how long it will take for Cheryl to appear in this conversation...

Ah well. The bitchfight is back on, it seems. Wishful thinking, hey Jessie? Hmm. Okay yeah. Here we go.

Rachael B:
i did'nt try to be your friend wot on earth r u talking about i said hello and tried to talk to u but you ignored me. jess is not going out with jacob, she didn't love ruth she liked jacob,i'm not anyones side because no-ones on my side and no ever is so i don't no why i bother i think canberra is looking good right now or maybe adelaide i didn't want to move because of my friends but ther is no point anymore you all keep secrets from me not talk to and when i try not to take sides i end up doing so any way because you guy's get mad at me if i don't and i'm in trouble from the others if i do take sides cause i'm not on there side there is no point anymore this is stupid if dad gets moved i won't have any problem,s with it....cept blair of course

Rachael A:

cheryl i was defending my friend and i would hate to tell u, u left the first comment which was on the other blog!
Rachael plz don't leave! yes cheryl and ruth are bitches but what about the rest of us!
I DON'T CARE! u may call us nerds the rest of grade nine may call us nerds but we are happy being us but obvioiusly ur not cheryl, neither r u Ruth.
Rachael. Yes i am back only to defend myself and my friends!

Ruth:

Oh well while your here, "*I’m happy being myself**cut cut**scratch scratch*" (Note: May I add, since Ruth and Cheryl have left, I DO feel good about myself. Anyway - she can hardly talk)
Little fag. (For anyone feeling THICK, I'm talking about YOU and spoonLady Rachael A!)
Rachael B, I never ignored you I always smiled or waved or said hi, whether you heard me or not is not my problem.
I’m sorry that I wanted to get rid of all of you because I felt like you all hated me, even when you talked to me it all seemed fake. And I didn't like the feeling so I tried to get rid of it. I'm sorry if I made you feel bad Rachael (b) but in my shoes, things are seen very differently. Plus when you were with the Middle Sisters you seemed to completely and totally agree about the bi-sexual thing spoonLady had. Or did she tell you it was all just a lie? If she wasn’t lying there, than she was lying when SHE HERSELF started the "rumor". Either way she's lying.
Sorry to Rachael b.
Bye

Rachael A:
R U SERIOUS???
Omg i think u need to get over urself!!!!!! Yes fake because u didn't want to talk to us.
U deserve all u get now. U could of changed what happened but u didn't so IT'S UR FAULT. yes ur fault.
and cheryl is calling someone bisexual bullying. and just one question how can u call someone bi and a lesbian in the same paragraph....is that not lying???? or is it just u!!!!
Rachael.

Righteo. Now I am...
a little fag (as of today! yay!)
a sly bitch
a manipulative little whore
a fucktard
a moron
a manwhore
a 'c*ck-sucking shit head'
a lying fucking bisexual whore
a fucking bitch c*nt
a leso
a physco-freak
a self obsessed bitch

oh and we mustn't forget spoon lady!

GASP! Could this be... The END? The war seems to be puttering to a halt. Ruth and Cheryl now have no one to fight against! How could it be? We all stand, breath held, awaiting Paul's return. Will he re-energise the battle? Or will it be but a thing of the past?? This is Jessie Wood, reporting from... Ah what the hell. Anyway. Yes everything is slowing down. Here we go. Last entry maybe? Or maybe not.

Cheryl:
Not that she'll read it, but Rachael A, again, was wrong. Twice.It is important to be intelligent. And secondly, it wasn't bullying, it was retaliation and defending myself. She started it. So, to hell with her. They're just jealous because we aren't nerds anymore, Ruth.Oh, and Paul, see how I said my "friends" (other than Ruth) have a habit of screwing me over?

How is it possible that there is still more to go? GASP. Ah well. Here it is.

Rachael A:

ohhhh u dickhead!!!!!! "IT'S NOT US GUYS, IT'S YOU AS WELL, IDIOT!!!!" "US GUYS" was a quote u wanka!!!
Do u realise what u r doing is also bullying????? yes it only works one way doesn't it cheryl???? or u like to think so!!!!
cheryl i do feel very privilaged by being in that group because i know i am not stupid enough to be a friend of a lying backstabbing stuck up BITCH!!! and don't even bother saying i am by being friends with Jess!!!
Ur the fuck bi!!!
"YOU LITTLE FUCKING MORONIC!!!" is what she said, not "YOU LITTLE FUCKING MORONIC...."
yes i did tell u a bit of what's going on in my head but the most of it u will never know and cheryl i would hate to tell u but ur the idiot!!! yes ur smarter than me a science YAY 4 u!!! but life has soooooooo much more importance than being smart!!!
I did not yell at paul at all if u didn't realise!!! i said that yes i do hate him but i was sorry for all this crap on his site!!!!
oh well u'll get ova it!!!!

ok i am over this! I don't care whether u say that I am wimping out! u 2 r not worth this time!
anyway buhbye
u got anything to say come see me at skewl!
FUCK U ALL!!!
except Jessie, Rachael and David and allt he girls and guys from skewl!!!

i mean the girls in our group!!!
yeah but unless ur stupid u'll get it!!!!
Rachael

Ruth:

Well I’m glad that moron is gone, even thought we told her that her grammar was terrible she kept on fucking up. Oh well. I guess she'll never learn. And why the hell did she call you bi Cheryl? And it took her thr (Wait a sec, didn't she just say that RACHAEL kept on fucking up her entries? What happened here?)
Well I’m glad that moron is gone, even thought we told her that her grammar was terrible she kept on fucking up. Oh well. I guess she'll never learn. And why the hell did she call you bi Cheryl? And it took her three entries to give one point, a very retarded and full of shit point at that. That was SUPOSED to be her last word entries ago, oh well, she's not important...
How are you enjoying your holidays Paul? I hope you can still talk with Lizzy, wherever you are.
Right well bye...
roo

There we go. So Rachael is GONE! Bum bum bum. Good for her. She doesn't need to be included in this crap. She is so above that. Be happy, Rachey! Thank you so much for standing up for me, even when I didn't ask you to. =)

Ngah. Can't be bothered commenting it's too early. Just the facts:

Rachael A:
i didn't say she doesn't make mistakes idiot! i would hate to tell u cheryl but she is not going out wif jacob 4 exactly that reason! and it's called a typo u should know that u have enough urself! I am sorry cheryl if i am just reading what it's saying maybe if u guys could explain urself better than I "would get it" fuckhead! and i can tell u a lie right now of urs cheryl- u said that jess told u she liked someone in her science class and then said it was Ruth but u and i both know she said s.o.s.e class and it was Jacob! soz for all of this being on ur site paul

David:
Paul: I know who my friends are Cheryl and Ruth: You can believe what you want about people thats your choice. But personnaly i dont really give a fuck.

Ruth:

YOU LITTLE FUCKING MORONIC!!! NOW YOU’RE JUST MAKING UP SHIT TO GET OUT OF THE FUCKING HOLE YOU DUG YOURSELF YOU LITTLE COCK-SUCKING SHIT HEAD!!!
SHE DIDNT SAY WHAT CLASS IT WAS ANYWAY YOU RETARD!! I ASKED HER IF HE (YES HE) WAS IN OUR SCIENCE CLASS AND SHE SAYD YES!!!! AND NOW SHE'S GOING BACK ON IT TELLING PPL THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT SHE TOLD THEM BFORE!!
SHE TOLD CHERYL, JOSIE, CAITLIN AND IMOGIN THAT IT WAS ME YOU LITTLE RETARDED MONKEY-CHILD!!!
LIES LIES ALL LIES
AND FIRST YOURE SAYING YOU HATE PAUL AND NOW YOUR SAYING SORRY??? THAT’S WHAT HE WAS GETTING PISSED AT YOU GUYS ABOUT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!
AS FOR TYPO'S YOUR WHOLE PARAGRAPH MADE NO SENSE!!!
GIVE UP YOU KNOW YOU’RE WRONG!!!!
SCREWHEAD!!!

Rachael A:

ur an idiot i know what she said and it was s.o.s.e class so who is lying???
i do hate paul but i am sorry for all this shit being on his page!
how exactly am i wrong, plz explain????
hate to tell u but ur paragraph made no mistake...."YOU LITTLE FUCKING MORONIC!!! " do u mean moron???
Yes screw u Ruth!!! screwhead???? seriously!!!!
how do u know that she told CHERYL, JOSIE, CAITLIN AND IMOGIN. cheryl is full of crap ur info is second hand BITCH!!!
and it's not us guys, it u aswell IDIOT!!!

ur paragraph made no sense* i mean oh well least i hvae an excused!!! but i have no need to tell u whats going on in my head

Ruth:

No, I just thought I would leave out the frustrated ARG noise. Because that’s all you are Rachael, frustrating. You know that your wrong about Jessie, she is a bi, and you are a screwhead. Ask Josie, she went on Imogene’s email and found an email saying that she was a les, from spoon lady herself. That’s from Josie’s mouth not Cheryl’s unless you think she's full of it as well... but wouldn’t that be backstabbing? Oh! How could you, your a horrible person.
Fuck off cunt.

Cheryl:
RACHAEL, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE SAID IN THE FIRST PLACE, YOU KNOW WHAT SHE TOLD YOU. AND WHEN YOU HATE PEOPOLE, YOU DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR THEM. EVER. NEVER. I SHOULD KNOW. I HATE A LOT OF PEOPLE. FEEL PRIVILAGED THAT YOU CAN COUNT YUORSELF IN THAT NUMBER. AND NO, SHE DIDN'T MEAN MORON. AND YOU, IN YOUR EFFORT TO BE A KNOW IT ALL. THAT WAS SENTENCE, NOT A PARAGRAPH. AND THE SENTENCE WAS WRITTEN IN SLANG, AS IN, "YOU LITTLE FUCKING MORONIC...!!!"ALSO, TRY AND MAKE AN EFFORT TO IMPROVE YOUR VOCABULARY. HONESTLY. "SCREW YOU" HAS BEEN DONE TO DEATH. FIND ANOTHER PHRASE, SHIT HEAD. SHE KNOWS THAT WE WERE TOLD BECAUSE WE WERE BOTH RE-COUNTED WITH THE TALE. BEFORE YOU EVEN KNEW ABOUT THE SITUATION, MIGHT I ADD. AND IT WAS US. PLUS, RACHAEL, YOU TEENSY-MINDED IDIOT, YOU DON'T REALISE, THAT WHILE YOU SAY OUR INFO IS SECOND HAND, SO IS YOURS, BITCH. GOD. DEVELOP A SENSE OF...ANYTHING. A SENSE OF SANITY, PERHAPS?I AM FULL OF CRAP, AM I? I AM NOT THE ONE MAKING UP THINGS TO SUPPORT SOMEBODY WHO BARELY EVEN CARES ABOUT THEM. I HONESTLY DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOU BELIEVE ME OR NOT. YOU ARE A VIOLENT, DUMB, SELFISH BITCH, AND IF YOUR OPINION IS AS RUDE AS YOUR MANNER, I DON'T CARE TO HEAR ANY MORE OF IT. DID YOU GET THAT? OR WERE THE WORDS TOO BIG FOR YOU TO PROCESS?"IT'S NOT US GUYS, IT'S YOU AS WELL, IDIOT!!!!"I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO MEAN. I SUGGEST TRYING THINKING BEFORE YOU TYPE. MAYBE IT WOULD HELP A LITTLE. "AT LEAST I HAVE AN EXCUSED!!!"OH, BRAVO. PROVED YOUR INTELLIGENCE THERE, DIDN'T YOU?"I HAVE NO NEED TO TELL YOU WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY HEAD."AGAIN. WELL DONE. FIRST OF ALL, THAT WAS COMPLETELY OXYMORONIC, BECAUSE YOU HAVE TOLD US WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR HEAD, AND THEN TOLD US YOU HAVE NO NEED TO TELL US. REALLY, C'MON. I KNOW YOU AREN'T THE SMARTEST, BUT GOD. AND NEXT: S.O.S.E CLASS? WRONG. IT WAS SCIENCE. WE WERE ALL TOLD IT WAS SCIENCE. AND IT WASN'T JACOB. EVER. JACOB SHE ONLY STARTED LIKING LATER ON, AROUND TERM TWO. THIS WAS ALL WAY BACK IN TERM ONE, BEFORE SHE EVER LIKED HIM. AND I WAS ACTUALLY THE FIRST ONE TO KNOW SHE LIKED HIM. SO, REALLY, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT THAT, IDIOT. LASTLY, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU WERE AWARE, BUT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IS FULLY ILLEGAL, AND IS BULLYING. AND THE POLICE TAKE BULLYING VERY SERIOUSLY, IN AUS. DON'T THEY? SO GIVE IT UP, AND LEAVE US ALONE. WE DON'T NEED YOU--OR WANT YOU--ANYMORE. YOU ARE PATHETIC, AND JUST THE SIGHT OF YOU ANYMORE MAKES ME FEEL SICK. SO PLEASE, GO AWAY.PLUS, PAUL IS AWAY, SO DON'T BOTHER YELLING. HE'S ON HOLIDAYS.


Thats it for now. Have fun.

Another eventful day in hell. A whole load of lies, more accusations, more swearing than an episode of whatever the hell that show is that swears alot. What fun.
I shall update. Now, what was I up to? Oh yes, that's right. Ruth was calling Rachael a skank...

Rachael A:
if u can read english u would know that cheryl said i am not smart enough to realise how idiotic i'm being! if i am so stupid that y can i understand it! Now do u get what i am saying or do u want me to explain a lil slower???? ur not worth the time! no i didn't choose to take her side but if it seemed like it i'm sorry but now that i look back on it it was a good idea anyay! and what about those 2 years of being her friend! that does make u a backstabber!
i have one last word
BITCH
see ya

Ruth:
You obviously can't speak English, "anyay" wow that was beautiful.What I was saying was that you understood it, you just couldn’t see the truth in it.That’s what she's saying as well.And you can talk slower if you want but you would look like even more of an idiot.I’m glad that’s your last word, anymore of that and I would have fallen asleep, it tires me out trying to read other languages.Anyway I think I will try and have a civilized conversation with someone with at least half a brain now.So how are you today Paul?

Be prepared for a CAPS LOCK ATTACK AAAHHHH!!!

Cheryl:
ALRIGHT.I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR OPINIONS. YOU WANT A LIE OF JESSIE'S? FINE. HOW ABOUT ALL THAT TIME SHE PRETENDED SHE LIEKD SAM, WHEN SHE DIDN'T. SHE LIKED RUTH. AND THEN SHE TURNED AROUND, TOLD SAM SHE WASN'T READY TO BE A GIRLFRIEND, AND NOW, THE IDIOT IS GOING OUT WITH JACOB, REGARDLESS OF HOW MUCH IT HURTS SAM. AND IT DOES HURT HIM, JUST SO YOU KNOW. (NOTE: I am not going out with Jacob, because I knew it would hurt Sam.) ALSO, RACHAEL BRYCE; I WISH I WOULD DROP DEAD TOO, SO I WOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOU ALL. YOU MADE MINIMAL EFFORT TO TALK TO ME. THE PEOPLE WHO FUCKING TRIED ARE KAYLA, CAITLIN, SARAH, AND MOLLY.RACHAEL A; I WAS A FRIEND OF JESSIE'S. I GENUINELY CARED FOR THE BRIEF TIME THAT I BELIEVED HER. I MADE EVERY EFFORT I COULD. I WAS THE ONE THERE, TALKING TO HER, LISTENING, ETC. OH, ANOTHER LIE, TOO. SHE ADMITTED SHE NEVER TOOK PILLS TO TRY AND COMMIT SUICIDE. EVER. ONE MORE? SHE TOLD ME & RUTH THAT PAUL SAID HE LOVED HER, AND I TALKED TO PAUL. HE SAID HE NEVER DID. AT THE MOMENT, I AM MORE INCLINED TO BELIEVE PAUL. AGAIN, RACHAEL A, I NEVER SAID THAT YOU WERE AN IDIOT, I SAID YOU WERE MORONIC, FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE PAST THE END OF YOUR NOSE. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE. SO OBVIOUSLY, YOU AREN'T AS SMART AS YOU THINK YOU ARE.AGAIN, RACHAEL A, I'M THE STUCK-UP BITCH? ME? REALLY? BECAUSE I AM NOT THE ONE RIGHT NOW WHO BRAGS ABOUT HER MILLIONS, SUCH AS JESSIE, AM I? NO. I TELL THE TRUTH. AND RIGHT NOW, THE TRUTH IS, I HAPPEN TO NOT CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME. I LIKE MY LIFE. OR, I DID, UNTIL YOU--AS RUTH SO ELOQUENTLY PUT IT--FUCKTARDS STARTING MAKING MY LIFE HELL. SCREW YOU.2 YEARS OF BEING HER FRIEND. YES. HER FRIEND. AS IN, WE PUT UP WITH HER SHIT. AND THAT DOESN'T MAKE US BACKSTABBERS, THAT MAKES US SMART. LIZZI ISN'T THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS DRIVEN TO SUICIDE. I ALMOST WAS. I TRIED DROWNING MYSELF. ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS. BUT I DIDN'T GO THROUGH WITH IT, BECAUSE I CARED ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE YOU. AND THIS IS WHAT I GET? BOTH OF YOU RACHAELS. I CARED ABOUT YOU. BUT NOW, FUCK YOU. I DON'T CARE.RACHAEL B, ATTRACTED TO LIZZI? NO? JESSIE WAS, I'LL BELIEVE IT. THE WAY SHE SPOKE ABOUT HER. SHE ALSO SAID THAT IF SHE COULD ONLY SEE ONE PERSON FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE, IT WOULD BE LIZZI. OH, AND NOT A LESBIAN?? SHE ADMITTED IT! AND, I DON'T CARE. I'M NOT A LIAR. AND IN FUTURE, PLEASE, DO US ALL A FAVOUR, AND USE PUNCTUATION. THERE. CALL ME A BITCH NOW, WHATEVER, BUT IT IS DESPERATELY NEEDED. AND RACHAEL A, ONCE AGAIN, YOU HAVE PROVED OUR POINT. YOU ARE A MORON. WHAT RUTH IS TRYING TO SAY, BUT YOU'RE NOT GETTING, IS THAT RUTH CAN NEVER HAVE THE LIFE SHE HAD ANYMORE, BECAUSE JESSIE HAS MADE IT A PILE OF SHIT. AND NOW, YOU HAVE RUINED MY LIFE, SO YOU CAN FUCKING BE PROUD OF THAT. ALSO, RUTH DOES HAVE A FRIEND. ME. SO FUCK YOU. I'M GLAD I MOVED, BECAUSE WHERE I SIT NOW, PEOPLE FUCKING HAVE A BRAIN, SO THEY DON'T SIT THERE AND DO EXACTLY WHAT WE WERE DOING AND TRY AND TELL US THAT WE ARE BITCHES. YOU'RE ALL BACKSTABBING EACH OTHER! GOD! Finally. Yes Paul, how are you? My poor CapsLock key is almost dead now. And my vowel keys.

Oh, and Rachael A, talk to Jessie about the whole life-ruining thing, because if we made that mistake, apparently so did she, because we "ruined her life". Or at least, I did. Props to me for ruining her life. See? Even the all-knowing, spoon-loving, mystical, perfect Jessie makes mistakes. Wow...

And, look! A NEW FACE!!

Random Person:
i luv ur site. peace. ~*Nolie*~

So there we go. Another day of bitchfighting, and over me! I feel so special.

Well, not really. I feel like crap. But I just made gingerbread. So I am gonna go and eat that now. Goodbye.

FIELD TRIP DAY!!!!! Been having loads of fun lately. Here is the running commentary as of... now.

An entry from Paul:
Absolutely Pathetic
That was a pathetic attempt to keep tabs on me or whatever you wanted to do to me, Jess. When you want to use someone that you don't like, you need to keep your cool; otherwise, the person you are trying to use won't like you or they might even figure it out. You have a lot to learn. You may be able to keep fools like Caitlin and David under submission, but you won't be able to keep those who happen to be a little more intelligent (a little *cough*). What's funny about this whole thing is that you cared about Lizzi. You actually cared. That's new for you. Did you feel guilty for abandoning her? Did you realize that she's the only person that you ever truly liked? Well, there was one other possibility, but in light of certain events, it is extremely illogical unless you are both insane. That I highly doubt. Well, I don't plan on talking to you again. You're a sly bitch, but that will backfire on you in the end. I don't appreciate being used, but I will remember how happy you made me feel. For that I thank you, but all things considered, I have no choice but to hate you and not give you another chance. And with that, I'm no longer being hypocritical with what I told Lizzi to do. Yeah, it was as hard as hell, but I'm not going to talk with you again. That's not saying that I can't talk to you.
This is going to go over real well. I just told off my gf's bff.

And now the comments regarding that:

Ruth:
Well Paul, I think you are a VERY, VERY smart person.After all, it took me two years to figure that out. But you were wrong on one point, according to that sly bitch (i like that i shall use it allot) but that may also be another of her many, MANY lies.I am referring to (of course) the statement that she only ever cared about Lizzy. But enough of that.I don’t know what you mean about, all us Aussies.No offence, but i never bitched about you, you live in another country, I never cared enough.Well this has been a nice chat.Now moving on...Oh and Rachael & David grow up, you already both know that she is a manipulative little whore why put on the gloves for her??Bye for now -roo

Rachael A:
idiot paul, jess csres about more than just lizzy. Ruth ur just a bitch! if u can't stick up for ur friends than ur not worth it! i hate u! u talk about jessie lying but what did u do! cheryl it's the same for u u r a bitch who thinks she is better than everyone else! Jess i luv u so much dw about them! u guys have no idea what jess has been through and have no right to say stuff like that about her! thank u david and rachael u r true friends! Not BACKSTABBERS (ruth & cheryl) u don't have to be friends with her but u could atleast have the guts to talk to the rest of us! Paul ur a dickhead seriously do u not have life enough to find friends near u! or ppl to bag out over there! or a girlfriend u have meet! And yes i will put gloves on for her! ur the manipulative little whor Ruth! Rachael no. 2

Ruth:
u talk about jessie lying but what did u do"How did I lie?? And why the fuck do you want me to stick up for her? Stop being such a little lesbian spoon loving lover and look at the person your protecting! I am not a backstabber because we aren’t friends, I AM STABBING HER IN HER FUCKING BYSEXUAL EYE!!! "if i cant stick up for my freinds"I do stick up for my friends I DONT stick up for lying fucking bisexual whores who blame me for ruining their life as soon as I see past her crappy little fucking shit mask that she calls her life!!And she doesn’t care about anyone but herself!!!I DO no what she has been through and I know its all crappy lies!Get out of my face cunt!"the guts to talk to the rest of us!"I do have the guts I just don’t go out of my way to talk to people who rejected me YOU HATED ME FIRST! You turned me away! IT’S YOUR FAULT IM A BITCH! Blame my argument with that leso all you want but it was all you people who took her fucking side of lies!!I don’t need you fucking bitch cunts anymore so piss off and stop calling me your friend just so you can call me a backstabber!She ruined my life!! If you cant see that YOU aren’t worth it

Also...dude i never sayd i was the magority just that he should have sayd mostand back to my rantingYou were the ones who didnt stick up for your friends I WAS YOUR FRIEND!!!YOU CHOSE HER SIDE!!YOU HATED ME!!!I WANTED TO DIE!! AND I STILL DO!!i know exactly what she has been through- NOTHING!!YOU DONT HAVE A FUCK WHAT YOU HAVE ALL PUT ME THROUGH I FELT LIKE EVERYONE HATED ME!!EVEN MY NEW FRIENDS HATE ME!!!YOU HAVE NO IDEA AND YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!SO FUCK OFF AND STOP PLAYING WITH FIRE MANWHORE!!!

Cheryl:
You know what Rachael? IT'S THINGS LIKE THAT THAT MADE US MOVE!DAMN IT! IF YOU AREN'T SMART ENOUGH TO REALISE JUST HOW IDIOTIC YOUR BEING, THEN SCREW YOU. Oh, and "friends"? You made my life a living hell. I couldn't even be *ME*. And now I am me. And you know what else? I can finally express my opinion. And my opinion, you little self-loving, false-accusation making URCHIN, is that:RUTH AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH! SO UNLESS WE *WANT* TO TALK TO YOU, AND MAKE AN EFFORT TO TALK TO YOU, LEAVE US ALONE, BECAUSE WE DON'T CARE. I FOR ONE HATE SOME OF YOU, AND SOME OF YOU I DON'T. YOU'LL KNOW IF I HATE YOU. OH, AND BTW, "racheal 2." ... I HAVE HONESTLY STOPPED CARING ABOUT YOUR OPINION.OH, AND ONE MORE THING..."friends."YOU WERE NEVER MY FRIEND! THE NUMBER OF TIMES--YOU, JESSIE, JOSIE AND NUMEROUS OTHERS HAVE GONE AND TALKED BEHIND MY BACK AND FULL-ON BITCHED ABOUT ME. GOD, AND THEN YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO FUCKING TELL ME THAT YOU *WERE* MY FRIEND? GET A LIFE. AND MAYBE GO TO A SHRINK, BECAUSE IF YOU FALL FOR HALF OF THE THINGS THAT LYING PYSCHO-FREAK HAS SAID, YOU NEED IT. AND JESSIE, YOU HAVEN'T EVEN COMMENTED YET. LOST YOUR NERVE? WHATEVER. DON'T CARE. BASIC POINT; YOU'RE A LIAR. YOU TALKED ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK, AND YOU WERE ALWAYS WIERDLY JEALOUS OF ME--AND YOU ADMITTED IT, I HAVE PROOF, SO DON'T SAY YOU DIDN'T. AND YOU INVENT THINGS, MANIPULATE PEOPLE AND BASICALLY...YOU ANNOY ME SOMETIMES. THAT'S MY OPINION. OH, AND SEEING AS I "RUINED YOUR LIFE" AND "LIED"...WHATEVER. THE ONLY WAY *I* WAS LYING, WAS BECAUSE YOU WERE. BECAUSE ANYTHING I TOLD MIKE, YOU TOLD ME. SO YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF TO BLAME.DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE? NO. YOU DON'T. BECAUSE MOST OF YOU ARE SELF-OBSSESSED BITCHES (AGAIN, NOT CAITLIN, SARAH, RACHAEL BRYCE OR AIMEE. OR KAYLA. OR TAMMY). AND DAVID...I DIDN'T *HAVE* ANY FRIENDS. NOW I DO.AND LASTLY...I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK I'M A BACKSTABBER, BECAUSE I WAS GETTING MY OWN BACK. YOU STABBED ME IN THE BACK FIRST. SO GET OVER IT.

OH, RACHAEL 2. BTW:WE WERE THE FUCKING ONES DEALING WITH IT--ME & RUTH. JESSIE TOLD ME IF IT WASN'T FOR ME AND RUTH, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED AND GIVEN UP. SHE TOLD ME THE SECOND TIME I WENT TO HER HOUSE. I DON'T HEAR A RACHAEL A. IN THERE. DO YOU?THE ANSWER (I FIGURE SEEING AS YOU ASSOCIATE WITH JESSIE STILL, YOU MAY HAVE DIFFICULTY FIGURING IT OUT) IS NO. YOU DON'T. SO SUFFER.

Rachael A:
cheryl what have u actually been through? and jess said that when u were pretending to actually be her friend! if u were such good friends of hers where r u now when she needs u more and more! if i am so small mionded y do i understand everything ur saying? and yes u r a backstabber both of u! Ruth u chosse not to talk to us, we ddn't hate u and at that stage we didn't know what was going on with u and Jess! Rachael B says she always goes out of her way to talk to u and u just ignore her or only just ackknoledge she is there! We all wanted 2 talk to u but u couldn't even talk to us so we r not the ones that choose to lose our friends and yes cheryl we did bitch about u and with good reason UR A STICK-UP BITCH! did u know ever since u left the group we don't bitch! except about u! paul i feel sorry for u! u have no idea about jessie! david and rachael r awesome and so r tammy, aimee, caitlin, molly, sarah, kayla, josie and JESSIE! can u tell me one lie of jessie's and if u can prove them! we could tell u many lies of urs! Paul how do u know jessie is a lesbian? and i have a feeling u r still gay urself!


Got it? Okay on to entry number two!

Paul:
attacks... And responses...
David- "paul for god sakes u keep saying u wont talk to us again, then the next entry is about us even to us (us australians that is) so if you finally decide not to talk to us, stop making entries about us and live up to what u say assehole"
What I said in my post- "I'm not going to talk with you again. That's not saying that I can't talk to you."
Rachael- "you really need to change that i don't beleive my remarks are all that stupid. sly bitch and u call you self religous huh well that's not the perspective i'm getting so paul does those like david and caitlin include me cause if so u obviously don't no me that well and i was right in my assumptions about americans and wrong about you, also i don't apreciate my perfectly smart friends [ even if david is a bit dopy ] fools, sigh i'v calmed down now sorry i have a very strong opinion and i tend to stick to it unless i'm proven wrong."
That's self-explanatory. "sorry i have a very strong opinion and i tend to stick to it unless i'm proven wrong" And unfortunately for her, if it can be proven wrong, it's not an opinion.
David- "ruth i dont really care what u do but i stick up for my friends"
That much is true. David is a nice kid and really dedicated to his "friends" which he really does believe to be his true friends. I really believe that David's a sweet guy, but he needs to figure out who his true friends are. I know at least he has one, and she's not going to backstab him ever. I'd also like to point out that David is and was the only one in the group that wasn't pompous, arrogant, self-centered, and cruel. In fact, he didn't really say anything when he was angry. Don't insult him. He's just being too stubborn to consider that I might be right (which I am).
Yes, Ruth, you were right. That WAS one of the many lies she told. You see, that was the only explanation that made some sense at the time. But one thing kept bothering me. If she cared about Lizzi, why was she trying to hit on me? If she wanted to break us up, why did she do it in that way? And besides, that's not Jessie's sexual orientation. Why would she do that just to break Lizzi and me up? There were four things that could have possibly been:
1. She cared about Lizzi and wanted to break us up because she thought I wasn't a good person. (What she eventually said...)
2. She was angry at me and doesn't give a damn about Lizzi.
3. She was jealous of Lizzi and doesn't give a damn about her.
4. She is attracted to Lizzi and wants me out of the way at any cost.
1 is not true because she almost drove Lizzi to suicide and she still didn't stop. 2 can't be true because she is still talking to Lizzi at no benefit to her. That leaves 3 and 4. Now, naturally they both make sense. I know that Jess is a lesbian, and I know Jess is jealous of Lizzi. However, it has to be 4 because she still has Lizzi at no apparent benefit to her. Now, I can't exactly be mad at her for being a lesbian. I was a fag myself. (Yeah, it finally comes out. Everyone might as well know.) But if you are thinking about my girlfriend like that and trying to break us up to pursue homosexuality, I can't really forgive that.
Everything is falling into place (still not sure about the lesbian thing, though). THAT is why she didn't care that I had been manipulating her. She was hitting on me to break Lizzi and me up. She still wanted to talk to me even though she hated my guts so she could use me. Now, that leaves the question "why?" I only have one seemingly far-fetched explanation.
I'd like to point out that I deserved that "religious" comment; however, she never mentioned it any time before. No one did. It was a half insult half compliment. I'll give her her credits for being able to manipulate so many people (much like Caroline, but I hate Caroline more because she uses the Bible to manipulate others).
There's one big problem. Jess is still going to try to break Lizzi and me up and will probably used the conversation to do so. But you see, she loves me, and I love her more than anything. No one has ever been able to break us up before. NO ONE! No matter how hard they try... SO BRING IT ON BITCH! Give it your best shot! I could take you with my hands tied behind my back.

Rachael A:
prickle! anywayz moving on! actually no pric! anywayz mving on again! lizzi deserves better than u! how did jess drive liz to near suicide plz explain?????? leso aye??? plz explain that to?????? ruth it is ur fault u have no friends! we still wanted to talk to u we didn't take sides but y should we move from where we sit becoz that would seem like we took sides! u deserve those ppl to hate u! and u haven't been through half of ur life so how do u know that jess ruined it?? ok well i am going so rachael can comment!

Rachael B:
well this is interesting i can't put how mad i am in words so i will try my best, U R THE BIGGEST FUCKING LYING LOSER I HVE EVER SPOKEN TO AND I WISH U ALL WOULD DROP DEAD THIS INSTANT [all of u being paul ruth and cheryl] I thought i was your friend ruth and cheryl i guess i was wrong but then again when am i ever right according to you guy's never. i guess you will probably not even pay attention to this cause nothing i say matters apparently. attracted to lizzi that is the biggest BULL SHIT i have ever heard. FUCK YOU YOU BLOODY IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruth:
Thanks Rachael you just proved to me that I DIDNT ruin spoon lady’s life, moronYou know what we mean when we say she is a bi-sexual or a leso! She "admitted" that she was in love with me you little skank!It SEEMS like you took sides by sitting with her not me it was YOUR CHOISE and you didn’t give a fuck about me so you went with her! you chose her fucking side, don’t even pretend you didn’t bitch about me before these fucking arguments!And Bryce at the moment I wouldn’t mind dropping dead, you can come over and do the honors if you like!STOP SAYING I WAS A BACKSTABBER CAUSE THAT WOULD MEAN I WAS HER FRIEND!I NEVER SAYD I WAS HER "GREAT FRIEND" I HATE HER!Rachael A, of course you understand everything we say! we are writing in English aren’t we!!!? You just cant see the truth in it! Like I said - MORON!!!Paul I think you are right, you DO deserve to love someone who loves you back, and that is lizzy.I'm sorry I started yelling at people on your xanga too.Anyway all you little fucktards should stop making people feel bad for telling the truth.Oh and btw, one of her lies would be when she said I was her friend.


That's it for the moment - a little full on, don't you agree? I AM KINDA MAD AT RUTH NOW SHE CALLED RACHAEL A SKANK THIS IS BETWEEN ME AND HER! HOW DARE SHE INSULT MY FRIENDS????

Actually... I'm kinda enjoying this. A little more drama is just what I needed. Life was getting boring. I know, I know, I'm mad. But hey. Who couldn't use a little more drama in their life??

You know what? I've realised I actually do not care. I'm gonna say that again. HELLO ANYONE WHO IS LISTENING!!! I DONT CARE!!!!

Hah.

All those who are obsessed with me, and who feel like calling me names - I thank you for thinking of me. After all, wouldn't it be sad if no one talked about me?
But I don't particularly want to talk about you. It will just make your egos bigger than they already are, if that is possible. So heres to you, random stupid people, have fun bitching and whining.

Oh yeah, just so you know - you're not getting to me. Just in case for a second there you thought you were.

Buhbye now.

Jess
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